aching?not!

February 6, 2010

bliss :D .hehs

ok back from playing soccer at fico.meet up with the members frm espada.god i miss those times.senseless fun and banter.occasional bitching.well whatever it is it was rewarding soccer and friends.what more could i ask for.urm was 50-50 abt my abilities and performance today.mayb need to play more pit my skills against ‘top’.hehs

played l4d2 at safra 3 on 3.YEAH INFECTED!aahahha

okok time to sleep.am tired good morning world. :D

Assalamualaikum! :D


learn and learn and learn and will you get my drift. :D

February 6, 2010

tired.happy.aching.happy.happy.happy. hehs :D

well the week has been rather tiring but rewarding.i think the cogs in my fyp is slowly but surely gaining its momentum.hopefully will hit godspeed.insyAllah i will overcome any hindrance with relative ease.

not alone ya:D.thank you you.learning process.

Assalamualaikum! :D


inspiring.no?

January 30, 2010

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don’t deal in lies,
Or being hated, don’t give way to hating,
And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream – and not make dreams your master;
If you can think – and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build ‘em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: ‘Hold on!’

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
’ Or walk with Kings – nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,
And – which is more – you’ll be a Man, my son!

–Rudyard Kipling


a whole new world

January 29, 2010

:) ah wondrous wondrous bliss

learning process 24/7.thank you you! :D

Assalamualaikum! :D


hehs

January 27, 2010

Assalamualaikum!well waking up now doesn’t suck uh knowing that every day is a new day,to learn,to share and just have fun.have seen and heard how it is.but no body told me that it like that when it affects you directly.all i can say that is jst bliss.insyAllah we will work it out.

awesomenistic(hehs) bliss..thank you you!

its a new day,a new life.though time to sleep in abit.TIRED SIA!hehs.

Assalamualaikum! :D


:)

January 26, 2010

:) =surreal bliss.hehs.26hehs


;its a new day,its a new life.

January 25, 2010

hello!

been on hiatus fr 2 weeks or so.been not in the mood to blog knowing it be the same angsty nonsense.no point really.no one wants to read such a thing.hows things been?better?worst?bearable?fickle as it seems is all the mentioned though im trying to make do without the worst.cos when worst comes it things really suck and affect everything

openhouse 2010 is over.LAST OF THE LAST :( to all SOCs and SAs you guys are most definitely the highlight of this year.you guys are an awesome bunch.believe that. :D

crit 1 over.really put things into perspective.its going tough and ardous bt like mr b said GET EXCITED DAMN IT!*the damn it part was my own add on but knowing him he would say the same thing with mayb a few adjectives that aren’t suitable for our young viewers.hehs.

crit 2 in a months time SHOWTHEMPROVETHEM.

TO ALL 3Cers and also the year3s doing thier Final Year Project

YOU AREN’T FRANGIBLE-\FRAN-juh-buhl\, adjective:

Capable of being broken; brittle; fragile; easily broken.

ok engh fr the day.time to take a nap before getting ready for class.though have nothing solid to show luh.hehs.xP!

Assalamualaikum! :D


;in one ear out the other.

January 12, 2010

seriously seriously pissing me off.wth is up with the anality uh.no regrets whatsover.can try to change but what is right is right.maybe in don’t quite grasp what you mean but then again who does uh.i would have to really strip myself bare of all moral consious to reach that state.i understand and get it but i won’t do it.so get it?.maybe you should reflect yourselves in the mirror if thy haven’t done so in what i can sense is EONS ago.

you have been weighted,you have been judged,and you most absolutely have been found guilty.godspeed you guys.may god have mercy on your souls!

sorry to the readers if past entries have been negative.but just gotta let it out.take care readers.god bless

Assalamualaikum! :D


onus

January 10, 2010

feeling the onus of expectations.crap!trying to hang in there.burning out.crap!

god doesn’t give you obstacles knowing you can’t overcome them.insyAllah!

ok tired. week 0 major epic.nxt up week 1 openhouse in t minus 4 days.fellow SOCs and Ambassadors! FIGHT!

Assalamualaikum! :D


gah!

January 6, 2010

vexed,pissed,annoyed,f***ing hell.

no choice no choice.gotta buck up.1st week should thou die.thou has dug thy grave of abyss.

ok time to sleep it off.Assalamualaikum!

forever and always.hehs