Hello to whoever stumbles upon my rarely maintained blog.hope you guys are fine.

is this really it?i’m unsure and jst afraid.and i hate having that feeling.really.but i guess there is a reason to all this.insyAllah there is a solution.always.jst that yeah once again it bites.

thanks cous for the countless talks,appreciate it.sorry if i was a pain in the arse.but thanks.

just have a little more faith aight.insyAllah things will be better

Assalamualaikum

OH MY!

its been eons i guess and utter boredom has brought me to bring this wordpress out.am really sorry wordpress for neglecting you.but i guess rereading my posts brought back tons of memories.

alot has changed.alot has happened

but kinda got me thinking what happen to the boy that posted all these?truth be told he is feeling kinda lost and stumped at the situation he is in.he knows that there is a solution but thing is it is not being carried out.he wants to but all he is getting is a level of silence so deafening that the sound of the vuvuzelas is more pleasing.

just have a little more faith aight.insyAllah things will be better.

Assalamualaikum!

the 100th

woah finally 100th post.usually it be something worthwhile or something along the celebratory lines.

ok 1st off-good luck to zul for his A level.dude you have done us proud twice.make it a hat-trick cousin!insyAllah you will ace it.insyAllah

im not giving up till i know that light is out but the fire isn’t out even if there is an ounce of ember in me i will fan it as by shining i sub counciously allow others to shine and that is my aim.if i can’t make it to the top alone bring the people along

ive made my resolve is just a matter of principles,priorities.mayb mine seems off to you but i think what im doing is right.following your style seems like a mistake but its ok im going my own path.

thank you YOU for everything from the understanding to the care and everything!appreciate it much.forever and always.

FIGHT!

“ The only way of finding a solution is to fight back, to move, to run, and to control that pressure. — Rafael Nadal

the time is here again 3Cers! all the best!FIGHT!

10 more days! <3! surreal bliss!

understanding

no words,just gazing.just bliss. D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MAY THE TIGER YEAR BE AN AWESOME ONE FOR YOU GUYS. ROAR! D

crit 2 coming up in 5 days time.READY?kinda.NERVOUS?mayb but heck the cogs are slowly picking up speed alhamdullilah:)

and insyAllah it will go on and on till the madness is over.

enjoy the holidays you guys.

Assalamualaikum:D

aching?not!

bliss .hehs

ok back from playing soccer at fico.meet up with the members frm espada.god i miss those times.senseless fun and banter.occasional bitching.well whatever it is it was rewarding soccer and friends.what more could i ask for.urm was 50-50 abt my abilities and performance today.mayb need to play more pit my skills against ‘top’.hehs

played l4d2 at safra 3 on 3.YEAH INFECTED!aahahha

okok time to sleep.am tired good morning world.

Assalamualaikum!

learn and learn and learn and will you get my drift. :D

tired.happy.aching.happy.happy.happy. hehs

well the week has been rather tiring but rewarding.i think the cogs in my fyp is slowly but surely gaining its momentum.hopefully will hit godspeed.insyAllah i will overcome any hindrance with relative ease.

not alone ya:D.thank you you.learning process.

Assalamualaikum!

inspiring.no?

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don’t deal in lies,
Or being hated, don’t give way to hating,
And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream – and not make dreams your master;
If you can think – and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build ‘em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: ‘Hold on!’

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
’ Or walk with Kings – nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,
And – which is more – you’ll be a Man, my son!

–Rudyard Kipling

a whole new world

ah wondrous wondrous bliss

learning process 24/7.thank you you!

Assalamualaikum!

hehs

Assalamualaikum!well waking up now doesn’t suck uh knowing that every day is a new day,to learn,to share and just have fun.have seen and heard how it is.but no body told me that it like that when it affects you directly.all i can say that is jst bliss.insyAllah we will work it out.

awesomenistic(hehs) bliss..thank you you!

its a new day,a new life.though time to sleep in abit.TIRED SIA!hehs.

Assalamualaikum!